Will I Ever Find Love

You sometimes yu gotta find da right guy and i guess i havent found tat guy yet but i guess ill find out during my latest relationship.But i guess he still kinda sorda still loves me cuz he tld me at school tdy.But im scared that he might cheat on me all ova again.But then again i didnt let him explain why he cheated on me.Sometimes i wonder if i actualy will find tre love or will i always be that gay guy that never does anything with his life??